Poor Philip,
After the feeding of the five thousandAfter seeing Lazarus raised from the dead,
After seeing the whole of Jerusalem welcome Jesus like a king,
Philip still doesn’t understand Jesus
He’s given up his life to follow him
And he’s still not clear exactly what it is he’s given up his life forPhilip is with Jesus and the rest of the disciples,
In the upper room,On the eve of Passover.
Philip is eating with Jesus at the Last supper,
And he says:
“Show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.”
Jesus, he seems to say,
Jesus, after all that I’ve seenAnd all that I’ve heard,
I just need one more thing,
Just one more thing and I can be really, really certain.I imagine Jesus cocking his head a little to the side
With sad eyesSlowly shaking his head as he says;
“Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me?”
If you have ever struggled with your faith
Or doubted God’s existenceOr God’s goodness
You have a friend in Philip
Of course, Philip hasn’t seen the whole story play out yet
In this story, he hasn’t known the crucifixionAnd most importantly,
He hasn’t known the Resurrection.
But even with his doubts
Even in his ignorance of what is to come.
Philip has dedicated himself to Jesus.
He’s made a choice with his heart and with his gut
And even though he yearns for moreAnd wants assurances,
He's still trying to follow Jesus,
He’s still a disciple.
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For too long,The “church” has often looked at faith
As a set of propositions
that you have to accept.
To be a Christian you have to believe x, y, z…
As if faith lived in your mindAs though God were some kind of rational argument you could prove
Like a mathematical formula.
And we have spent so much time and energy
As Christians
And as church
Arguing over our God formulas,
That we sometimes fail to see God right in front of us.
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“Have I been with you all this time, and you still do not know me?”Now please,
Don’t misunderstand me.I don’t think doctrine is unimportant
Or unnecessary
It is important,
Critically important for us to begin to work outWho and What God is
How God acts
And what God expects.
Doctrine is essential for faith,
But doctrine and faith aren’t the same thing,
And I would be willing to bet
That not a single person in this place
Is here because someone
gave you a neat tidy argument
that proved
once and for all,
without ever a second thought,
That God and Jesus
And all that goes along with itAre real.
The opposite of faith isn’t doubt,
It’s certaintyIf we were absolutely certain,
Beyond all doubt,
We wouldn’t need faith.
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“Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me?
Whoever has seen me has seen the Father.”
It is Jesus’ love that has bound the disciples to him,
not his logical analysis
And, of course,
Philip knows that Jesus isn’t like other people
Philip knows that Jesus isn’t like other people
Philip knows,
from the evidence of his own eyesand his own experience
that Jesus has unimagined power
and Philip even thinks Jesus is the Messiah,
“He is the one foretold by Moses and the prophets”That’s what Philip told his friend Nathaniel
on the day he met Jesus for the first time!
Philip has all the right beliefs
But he is struggling with his faith
But he is struggling with his faith
Because what drives his question,
His demand for just one more thingIs the question:
Why should I invest my time and energy with you?
And Jesus answers;
Believe me that I am in the Father
and the Father is in me;
but if you do not,
then believe me because of the works themselves.
Why should we trust Jesus and follow him?
Well, Because he is God,
but if you are struggling with that idea,
Then believe and follow Jesusbecause of the things he has done.
A little further on in the story,
Jesus tells the disciples that those who would love himwill do the things that he has done
And in the doing of those things,
they will be united with Jesus.
And being united with Jesus
Means being united with God.Following Jesus isn't easy, it can be downright hard,
But Jesus says we don't have to do it alone
But Jesus says we don't have to do it alone
Jesus promises a helper,
The Holy Spirit. **********
the blind see,the lame walk,
lepers are made clean,
the deaf hear,
the dead are brought back to life,
and the Good News is preached to the poor.
Those are the things that Jesus did
But more than that,
Jesus prayed
And worshipped
And sought to do God’s will at all times.
Jesus broke bread with sinners and outcasts
He loved the marginal onesAnd called into account the powerful
And those who would use God
To oppress the powerless
God has given us the ability to do all these and more
Jesus told Philip,
“Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me
will also do the works that I do
and,
in fact,
will do greater works than these”
Jesus' call to us isn’t to believe for the sake of believing.
It’s a call to doingIt isn’t about agreeing with every word of the Nicene Creed
It isn’t about never having doubts
It certainly isn’t about blindly accepting what the “Church” says
It is about getting to know people
And helping them where you can
And allowing yourself to be helped when you should
It’s prayer and worship and practice and reflection
And the promise given to the disciples,
Is a promise given to us as well…That in following Jesus, and
Doing what Jesus did,We meet God
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